i hate life so much
im homeless again
i feel very alone
the end is near
wether by accident or purpose
i now it will come soon
cuz i cant stand this any more
too much shit has happened
i dont want to feel this way any more
i will do more couciling but i wont hold my breath

OMFG I HATE PEOPLE,THEY R ALL STUPID,FUCKING IDIOTS!!!
\Y DO PEOPLE GO TO A SUPPORT GROUP AND R SHOWN AS "ONLINE",AND THEN WHEN SOME 1 SAYS HI,THE FUCKING GO OFF LINE,WTF?????????????????/
HELLO,IF UR ON ,AND DONT WANT TO CHAT THEN FUCKING GET THE NFUCK OFF LINE!!!!!
GOD DAMN IDIOTS.
MAYBE ITS JUST ME,MAYBE IM REALLY CRAZY????????
AND IT PISSES ME OFF WHEN, DO DECIDE TO CHAT,AND MAYBE TALK ABOUT WHATS BOTHERING ME,THE SAY FUCK U,WITH OUT SAYING IT,LIKE O I WEAS BUSY,OR HAD A PHONE CALL,OR SOME FUCKING SHIT.
FUCK IT
FUCK U
AND FUCK OFF

so today is.....i guess just another day.its actualy kira and mine anniversary,but soon will be getting divorced.so im not sure exactly what this day is. all i keep doing is remebering what was going on this day last year,how happy we,I was. today is not a good day,i almost just wanna take a few pills and sleep the day way.

kira is right about atleast 1 thing,i dont understand,why exactly she came to this decision. proly never will.